Well, its been a while so figured I would do a little update. Nothing really new is going on around here. Just took Victoria home last night after having her for 12 days and I am trying to re adjust back to life without her here.. I miss her.. I hate only having her every other weekend. I just wish she could stay her full time. But, My husband is a man and not a woman so he gets the short end of the stick when it comes to kids. Which to me is so cruel considering he has just as much right to have his children live with him as the woman do.. And out of him and the mothers of both his kids, he is the only one working and able to support them at the moment.. BUT, No one ever said the system was fair did they? Ne ways, Let's not even get into my thoughts of how things should be lol
Robbie and I have been having this stupid little arguments latley, and It just seem'd to hit me how I am the main cause for most of them.. And I feel soo bad.. The other night we was fighting over something someone said and then I just stopped and realized, He goes through SOOO much with other people, and I am supposed to be the one person to be on his side and make his life easier and happier and be the bright side to things and here I am just adding to his problems and making him feel even more pressure.. I swear, It sucks admitting you are wrong.. lol Especially for an Aries who is hot tempered! lol
It's just that I just can't stand how some people are.. It's like all they do is nick pick and just want to be a freaking turd all the time..Robbie's ex of all things is texting him wanting his daughters bra and underwear back.. I grabbed the phone and I just told Robbie, You deal with this because I will just get mad and say some ugly things.. And I HATE that I got mad about it.. lol But, I just could not help it.. I mean COME ON.. PANTIES?? Of all things to nick pick about, A pair of freaking PANTIES!! I sent them home in panties.. It's not like they came home pantyless.. I just had not got around to washing the clothes they wore over so I sent them in our pair.. I mean the bra I understood.. But the panties.. lmao At the time I was pissed.. But now its actually pretty funny lol I was pissed because it just shows how selfish she is and how she likes to control things because who the hell bitches about a pair of panties? ANYTHING the girls bring to our house and leave on accident I am hounded about for weeks until we bring it back, yet she has ALL kinda stuff of ours at her house and we don't say a word because we care more about the kids enjoying the things we give them than about her having our things at her house.. lol I mean we spent $300 on them buying them DS systems and games and kits for this past xmas and one of the DS's is broke and neither of them know where the games are or chargers and we have not said a word about it.. Yet, I get hounded by her over some panties and a few months back, I was hounded for TWO weeks over a plain white shirt.. lol What is sad is that I used to REALLY like this woman a WHOLE lot.. That was until all the crap started over clothes and the recent low blow that we wont get into. But, then again I am nowhere near perfect because I let these childish things make me mad, right?
Neways, Enough about all the stupidity I have to put up with on a day to day basis in a blended family. lol But, I would not have it any other way because I love my husband and all our beautiful kids!
It's hard to believe that Mason will be one in June! He is having a Dino theme party and my friend Maridee is making me some Custom boutique shortall's for him to wear to his party! :-)
Robbie and I are planning a trip to the beach the next weekend we have all the kids and we are also going to a Tattoo Expo the 22nd with his friend from work and his wife..
Yay! Adult time.. lol We never do anything with adults anymore lol!
I will post some pictures in the next blog!
Robbie and I have been having this stupid little arguments latley, and It just seem'd to hit me how I am the main cause for most of them.. And I feel soo bad.. The other night we was fighting over something someone said and then I just stopped and realized, He goes through SOOO much with other people, and I am supposed to be the one person to be on his side and make his life easier and happier and be the bright side to things and here I am just adding to his problems and making him feel even more pressure.. I swear, It sucks admitting you are wrong.. lol Especially for an Aries who is hot tempered! lol
It's just that I just can't stand how some people are.. It's like all they do is nick pick and just want to be a freaking turd all the time..Robbie's ex of all things is texting him wanting his daughters bra and underwear back.. I grabbed the phone and I just told Robbie, You deal with this because I will just get mad and say some ugly things.. And I HATE that I got mad about it.. lol But, I just could not help it.. I mean COME ON.. PANTIES?? Of all things to nick pick about, A pair of freaking PANTIES!! I sent them home in panties.. It's not like they came home pantyless.. I just had not got around to washing the clothes they wore over so I sent them in our pair.. I mean the bra I understood.. But the panties.. lmao At the time I was pissed.. But now its actually pretty funny lol I was pissed because it just shows how selfish she is and how she likes to control things because who the hell bitches about a pair of panties? ANYTHING the girls bring to our house and leave on accident I am hounded about for weeks until we bring it back, yet she has ALL kinda stuff of ours at her house and we don't say a word because we care more about the kids enjoying the things we give them than about her having our things at her house.. lol I mean we spent $300 on them buying them DS systems and games and kits for this past xmas and one of the DS's is broke and neither of them know where the games are or chargers and we have not said a word about it.. Yet, I get hounded by her over some panties and a few months back, I was hounded for TWO weeks over a plain white shirt.. lol What is sad is that I used to REALLY like this woman a WHOLE lot.. That was until all the crap started over clothes and the recent low blow that we wont get into. But, then again I am nowhere near perfect because I let these childish things make me mad, right?
Neways, Enough about all the stupidity I have to put up with on a day to day basis in a blended family. lol But, I would not have it any other way because I love my husband and all our beautiful kids!
It's hard to believe that Mason will be one in June! He is having a Dino theme party and my friend Maridee is making me some Custom boutique shortall's for him to wear to his party! :-)
Robbie and I are planning a trip to the beach the next weekend we have all the kids and we are also going to a Tattoo Expo the 22nd with his friend from work and his wife..
Yay! Adult time.. lol We never do anything with adults anymore lol!
I will post some pictures in the next blog!
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